HefferMouse

Its your fault. My heart is an aching, cold muscle. Beating because it is allowed. Beating because my time has yet ceased;yet, it doesn't beat to keep me alive. My heart beats for the revenge that my soul craves. Revenge against the ones that hurt me. Revenge against the ones that caused me my pain. Caused me to realize that the world holds no place for someone like me. No place for a devil against others. No place for my happiness, no room for the mercy I had for you. Its your fault I blame myself, hear the words of others, judging, calling for my end. Your fault I let my guards down, allowing you to put your poison inside of my head, pla

                                                                               The Darkness The Darkness. That's all it can describe it as. A dark pitiful hole you are  slowly falling down into. Watching yourself rot from the inside out. Watching as this dark beast swallow whatever light you have left, whatever soul you had. What use is it to scream. No one will hear you. No one will hear your please for an angel, no one will hear you screaming for God. No one. Why should they hear you? You are in your dark hole, screaming for someone to save you; yet, no one comes and takes you from your deepest fears. No one takes you away from the pain t

Well, I lost my cat and I really don't know where he is. It hurts really bad to know that he is never coming back home to me. I raised him since he was a kitten and he loved me. There were times where he worried me to death, but I still loved him. It makes me wonder if my love was ever enough. And no he is not dead, not that I know of.